somewhere, Love still exists.

wherever I AM there you are.

my journey has taken me deep within. although, this is not particularly unusual for this time of year. for me, winter is a time for reflection. a time to go within, to rest and nourish those parts of Self that may need some extra support during these cold, dark months. this time is different. last year was different too. but this time is really different. i no longer have my rock. the guardian of my heart. my Love.

uncharted waters. 

you see, i am now traveling this world alone. alone on my path. but not really. i know he is here, i know he is in my heart. i know all of this. it still is. all the things we never did, all the things i never said. all the things we had planned for our future. and now he is not here. so all of that just disappears. or maybe it doesn’t. maybe all of the things we did, all of the things we said, all of the things we began to weave will be waiting there for us in the next life together. all of those things are energy, and we gave them a name. we created a life together, and now. what? i don’t have the answers. i just know that in order for me to get my Self back, i need to return to my Heart. in the space where he is waiting for me. a place maybe i have been in avoidance of. because i am feeling so much, every single wave of emotion. its easier for me to be out of body then it is to stay in. it is a daily practice to remain rooted. especially without him. deep breaths.

he is what i always knew existed, it just took him a while to find me.

oh, my heart. my best friend. my lover. my life partner. my world. my Love. my hearts Light. he showed me what Love is, what nature intended it to be. he was an old soul just as i. he is my souls mate. he was around me my whole life, and then he found me. not in a million worlds would i have thought this would be how our journey on Earth together ends. oh, my BeLoved.

i now fully understand what the absence of light is.

during this season of the return of light, it feels i too am in alignment with this celestial journey. the path in healing the heart has gone even deeper still. Love is ever unfolding, ever evolving. the journey of the Heart is never ending.

cycles. spirals. healing. 

my guidance is to go within, to flow with the cycles of the Earth. ground. reconnect. nourish. nurture. support. protect my Heart + find the place where his Light shines within me. somewhere, Love still exists.




1111 : Activation

a call to walk in the woods, with intention. holding space. calling in the directions, guides, guardians. elementals + ancestors. sacred circle. making an offering. this is how yesterday’s ceremony began. sol shining from above and within. a deeper sense of purpose, understanding. the feminine coming together with the masculine. sacred union. time immemorial. a beautiful moment here on earth. remembrance. the reason why we are here. together.
healing. balance. love. protection. 
we are walking the path back to our selves, our hearts, mother earth. this shift, this alignment is why we are here. why we chose to be here. it is our higher purpose, the souls evolution. the journey of the heart + earth. mother nature is calling for us to return. return. return. to the ways of our ancestors, traditions. in a new way, with our hearts and eyes open. we have healed and cleared all timelines, all spaces, all dimensions. a new pathway rises before us. the way of the sacred feminine, in perfect harmony with the masculine. inner alchemy, divine union. this is the path of self mastery.
welcome hOme.
Processed with MOLDIV
Way of the Sacred Feminine

Sacred Journey.

return to self.
connection to source.
working with mother earth,
teaching. healing. learning.

intuition. communication.
balance between mind, heart.
expression of self, creative and healing arts.

boundaries. removing the stones used to build the wall around my own heart.
self knowledge,
finding balance in self work, life and love.

consciously + spiritually
healing wounds of the feminine.
path of self mastery. inner alchemy. transformation.
compassion. understanding. acceptance.
fearless love.

wound. gift.
acknowledge. heal. release.
self love. self value. self esteem. self appreciation.

healed + empowered,
divine feminine.


LunaRose : Full Moon Taurus

The energy of the full moon resonates with the frequency of one of Rose Alchemy’s newest roses, Soul Star.

“The Soul Star holds your personal Akasha your past life history and your Souls choice for this current incarnation. It is a point at which the Divine Higher Soul Self energy coming through the Stellar Gateway activates your personal coding. The clear and more aligned you are within your personal chakra system and especially the Heart the more open the Crown becomes and the Soul Star becomes brighter and more active. The Heart chakra is the key.” Sandra Humby, Rose Alchemy.

along with a deep resonance of the Heart Chakra, the vibration is also reflected in the third eye, throat, solar plexus + sacral chakra – the energy centers of the divine feminine. Grandmother Moon, illuminating the path + holding space for grounding in the Earth energies gives to us what feels almost like a second chance. this time around, we are fully aware, awake, and listening. tuned in & in alignment.

the energy of this moon feels to be one of coming into your own. we’ve gone through the lessons and teachings, often times repeated, but those of us who are doing the work have seemed to arrive at the destination, our Self. Heart. Home. for me, usually full moons are a time of completion, but this one truly feels like a new beginning. it may also have to do with the energy of the current astrology we are experiencing. i am no astrologist, just observe and sense the energetic imprints in the world within and around me.

as above, so below. one truth you will always here me say.

so, this full moon take some time to reflect on what it is you would like to release, and if you feel called, write it down and hold space for your self. just be. let go by burning the paper (safely) and giving it back to the ethers, to be transmuted into something else, something beautiful. if there is nothing to write, only tears, that is fine too. tears are a form of release. after the ceremony, take a piece of paper and write down your intentions, what you would like to manifest, for this next phase in your journey. remember to be very clear. then, place the paper in a sacred space or under your pillow. as we journey along, you may want to journal your experiences, including dreams. when the time comes, at the next new moon, plant those seeds. literally, place the paper in Mother Earth and watch as the magic unfolds. share in your experiences if you feel called to do. 


“Suddenly, she sees that there is more to life than the meadow. Her world will never be the same again.” Full Moon in Taurus – Out of the Cage, AstroButterfly.



shift in frequency,
raise in vibration.

clear channel.
self knowledge. 
cycles. completions.

inner pathways.
energy centers.


sacred feminine,